im on my own

Wait I’m not gonna quit, I might get kicked out of school and I don’t want this. I don’t want to be kicked out, what is wrong with me please explain brain?

There’s no turning back.

Once again, on the tumblr widget thingy on my Dashboard.

I dunno whether it’s my connection, or my browser or whatever IT DOESN’T LET ME GO ON TUMBLR’S MAIN PAGE FUUUUUUUUU.

[Rihanna:]
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I cant stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No….)

[Ne-Yo:]
You wont let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forgive (that I was upset)
Can’t remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate…
You know exactly what to do
So that I cant stay mad at you
For too long thats wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate…
You know exactly how to touch
So that I dont want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that i adore you

[Rihanna:]
And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah…)
I cant stand how much I need you (I need you…)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa..)
But I just cant let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said its not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I..will be under reason why
And it just aint right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I cant stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just cant let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me
And your kiss wont make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me…

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh… Oohh…

[Rihanna:]
As much i love you (as much as I need you)
As much as I need you (oooh..)
As much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that i love you soooo
And I hate how much i love you boy
I cant stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just cant let you go (but I just cant let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. soo…..

I am updating this from my macbook’s dashboard the widget thingy that I downloaded eons ago. Anyway I don’t know what is up with the tumblr’s main page. It is acting up on me, being a super ass.

I hate love. You know, maybe I should just become heartless (buto)

Haha